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.: My Own Worst Enemy :. by Cataclysm-X .: My Own Worst Enemy :. by Cataclysm-X
We are our own worst enemy.


I wonder what people think of me...


Evil: as if they care
Good: they always do
Evil: you're not unique, copycat!



But I just like to draw things and stuff.


Evil: you're not even original!
Good: at least you enjoy what you do



Right... :)


Evil: but you won't accomplish anything in life with drawing


Oh... :(


Evil: you suck major a$$!!! hahahaha
Good: that's not true. You can draw and create things lots of other people will never be able to do.



Could be... but what if-


Good: Shush! Don't bring yourself down like that. You're making yourself sick. :no:
Evil: but you already are
Good: you know what I mean
Evil: sure, as if talking to yourself is healthy



I'm losing my mind here...


Evil: Mission accomplished
Good: Stay strong...




No matter how secure someone may seem to be, there's always one person who can make you the most insecure and weakest person on the entire planet... And that person is you.


I've had a lot of self esteem issues. It made me doubt about who I am. About what I can do. It makes me feel sick.


Luckily I got a lot more stronger and don't give a crap about what people think of me, but still... there will always be someone who can make me feel bad. But I try not to give in. :)

(That's why I always try to stay optimistic and make other people happy as well!)


Anyway, there are symbols in this drawing that represent good and evil. Or at least it represents opposites of things. Good can be evil and vice versa if you don't know how to handle these things in life.

I tried to colour the drawing but yeah... I'm not very good at that :hmm:

And it was weird drawing myself differently x) but that's another story. I've had enough of myself for now lol.




Stuff used
  • 2H, H, HB, B, 2B 0.5mm mechanical pencils

  • tissue and tortillions for blending

  • my own pictures

  • imagination

  • kneaded + pencil eraser

  • A4 Hahnemühle Nostalgie sketchbook paper

  • Photoshop for coloring :noes:


  • Time spent: too much! I don't like drawing my own face xD
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    AmazingAdventure Mar 22, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
    Wow thia is amazing!
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    KevyMetal Aug 13, 2013  Professional General Artist
    Good work and cool. B-)
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    LeeKwoonFai Jan 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
    So beautiful <3
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    :iconforsakenpoet:
    i can so relate ....lol
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    Sviree Jan 3, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
    Truly inspiring :)

    Great work!
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    HannaKarlsson Nov 10, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
    Awesome work!!
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    :iconoxidizer25:
    ...and that's why we have friends to prove our good side right whenever we start listening to our evil one ;P
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    SuperBarass Jun 9, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
    i relate. even though i stink at drawing and your awesome at it.






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    Well it isn`t my fault I`m not like you! I just am this way you can`t do anything because if i go down your coming with me!
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    :iconsakonx:
    You're amazing.
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